I wish I knew.
I’ve deactivated my FB account because it hurts. it hurts because I don’t know who I am, where I am and what I am doing. I see others that are so strong, fulfilled and complete yet I am empty and alone.
Poetry:
I write, message & express what I feel silently to the ether.
Communications of my fears are being realized.
The shadows of my mind creep and swell
I’ve considered them cowards and selfish
Fearfully now think may they have found an answer
A solution that I’ve neglected to admit
Am I courageous or selfish enough
Can I defeat these angels
Will the demons keep me lost
How long can I suffer