http://mnickey.com/blog/?p=373 Musings of the beast Wed, 21 Apr 2010 18:34:10 +0000 hourly 1 http://wordpress.org/?v=3.0.1 http://mnickey.com/blog/?p=373&cpage=1#comment-377 mnickey Wed, 21 Apr 2010 18:34:10 +0000 http://mnickey.com/blog/?p=373#comment-377 Bummer chica, happy belated birthday?!?!? Bummer chica, happy belated birthday?!?!?

]]> http://mnickey.com/blog/?p=373&cpage=1#comment-368 aetole Wed, 07 Apr 2010 07:59:21 +0000 http://mnickey.com/blog/?p=373#comment-368 The last time I didn't have a birthday that didn't suck was five years ago. Today is my birthday and I don't have any friends who aren't completely busy with their own lives. I will have dinner with my father, and spend the rest of the day alone. My boyfriend (we've only been seeing each other a couple months) may or may not even call me today, depending if he remembers it's my birthday. It's not his fault, I didn't make a big deal out of it. I didn't want to be that needy person. It's depressing to see how few real connections I have in my life. How few people I could really count on in a pickle. I really don't know how I got to this place, so alone. But I too don't know who I am anymore. The last time I didn’t have a birthday that didn’t suck was five years ago. Today is my birthday and I don’t have any friends who aren’t completely busy with their own lives. I will have dinner with my father, and spend the rest of the day alone. My boyfriend (we’ve only been seeing each other a couple months) may or may not even call me today, depending if he remembers it’s my birthday. It’s not his fault, I didn’t make a big deal out of it. I didn’t want to be that needy person. It’s depressing to see how few real connections I have in my life. How few people I could really count on in a pickle. I really don’t know how I got to this place, so alone. But I too don’t know who I am anymore.

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